• Опубликовано: 10 июл 2018
  • This is a long one....but it all needed to be said. I hope this video helps anyone that's going through something similar, and to know that you're not alone. I also hope this video educates anyone who doesn't know how pregnancy questions could affect someone who's dealt or dealing with a stillbirth, miscarriages, infertility & any other pregnancy complications.
    Extending all my love to all of those who are suffering. Know that I'm here with you ❤️
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Комментарии • 29 933

  • Matea Babić
    Matea Babić 6 часов назад

    Never don't give up! ❤️❤️❤️

  • familia g'Z
    familia g'Z День назад +1

    Trust in God 🙏

  • Barbara-Anne Murray
    Barbara-Anne Murray День назад

    Why would anybody thumbdown this? Raw pain. You should be ashamed of yourself if you did! Thanks for sharing xx

  • Barbara-Anne Murray
    Barbara-Anne Murray День назад

    Bless your hearts xx

  • Holly Tamale
    Holly Tamale День назад +1

    Always thinking about you Desi I hope God sends you a blessing this year. I love you so much 💕

  • Deya Padilla
    Deya Padilla 2 дня назад

    Hi Desi, God bless you I thank you for sharing with us...may he strengthen you more, its not easy sharing you personal life, much love & prayers from Chicago. Love, Deya

  • JustKristine
    JustKristine 2 дня назад

    Awww des:(

  • Michelle Smith
    Michelle Smith 2 дня назад

    Some People don’t realize how traumatic something like this is. I personally have had 7 pregnancy losses & it was pure hell. I didn’t have any support so it just made it worse. And people were very hateful towards me about it. I’ve been slowly getting more “open” about it & I feel it helps me as well! Praying for you & your husband for your miracle baby 🌈🌈 I know it’s tough but you definitely have support from your fans! 💚💚

  • Therese Haukeland
    Therese Haukeland 3 дня назад

    Prayng for you! It will happen

  • Madison Belo
    Madison Belo 4 дня назад

  • Dear Andrea
    Dear Andrea 5 дней назад

    I love you so much Desi, I don’t want you to cry 🥰❤️❤️❤️your blessed and God will will provide. My parents are always telling me all in God’s time and God will come through for you Desi, and Steven as well 🥰❤️❤️I love you so much

  • Pretty Soo Pretty
    Pretty Soo Pretty 7 дней назад

    I had a molar pregnancy girl I feel you , but I'm here to tell you don't give up . I have 4 kids now 2 are twin girls . You are absolutely correct babe , Trust in his plan . Praying for you and your family ❤️

  • Stephanie Paradine
    Stephanie Paradine 8 дней назад

    It took my mom 5 years to get pregnant with me. Your time will come con dios todo y sin el nada. Put yourself in his hands mi amor. It will happen for you! Maybe not now but later it will.

  • Olivia Lingle
    Olivia Lingle 9 дней назад

    My mom had my sister one year after she married my dad, and then waited 6 years for me! She always reminds me how I was the baby she waited forever for, and then she had my brother a year later. Sweet girl, I hope you are able to have a sweet baby, you would be a wonderful mother. Thank you for sharing your story, you are so strong, even through your pain. Hugs

  • Stephanie Alonzo
    Stephanie Alonzo 9 дней назад +1

    My heart goes out to you! I'm a mom of 2 and we have been dying to get pregnant and we finally did it was the most exciting 2018 but unfortunately when I went to my 19 weeks ultrasound my baby did not have a heartbeat and miscarried the next day! (It was a boy) It has been a process for my family specially my 2 girls! I burst into tears hearing your story because my memory went back 4 months back! We will soon try again to be parents again. You'll be in my prayers because it's not easy to deal with it! Much love to you Desi

  • Stacy
    Stacy 9 дней назад +1

    Good luck on your journey. You are not alone. Do your best to Stay positive .

  • Isabella Rosa
    Isabella Rosa 12 дней назад +1

    Sending love and hope your way. I'll keep you and your hopes of a family in my prayers.

  • Jessica Saunders
    Jessica Saunders 12 дней назад

    Love desi , have your babies

  • Melanie Magalhaes Rodrigues
    Melanie Magalhaes Rodrigues 14 дней назад

    I'm sorry you've been struggling. It's really strong of you to have made this video, to help others. I hope you'll get to be a mama one day. I know you be an awesome mom. And don't forget, that even if after a while, you feel that there's no hope, it can always happen. And if you get at a point were you can't wait anymore, you can always adopt a kiddo. And you could still get pregnant at a later time. Much love and support for you and S !

  • Christine Leifi
    Christine Leifi 14 дней назад

    I pray that you no longer feel embarrassment or that you feel that it’s your fault or Stephen’s fault. I’m a strong believer that everything happens for a reason and in God’s time. My best friend struggled for many years to fall pregnant and she shared it was hard for her to share the good news of others falling pregnant when in the back of her mind it was what she yearned for. She now has 2 beautiful girls with the help of IVF. At first she was embarrassed to say that she had “help” but at the end of the day, what those girls have brought into her life by far outweighs any negative vibes she could ever imagine feeling. Don’t ever give up hope ❤️❤️

  • Alexis Smith
    Alexis Smith 14 дней назад

    I swear I related to everything in this video. All the disappointment and crying and telling myself I’m not trying.. I just give up.. but I’m going to take an upspring fertility pill. Wish me luck 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • alejandra miranda
    alejandra miranda 14 дней назад

    Pray about it girl !

  • Glamour Bella
    Glamour Bella 15 дней назад

    Hope you can see this. You should see a doctor and ask to get a blood work done to see how your thyroid is. A lot of times when your thyroid are unactive it gives you problem to get pregnant. This is something to keep in mind and read about it too, if you don't believe me. I hope you get it done though. Hope and pray you get pregnant soon.

  • Tania Garcia
    Tania Garcia 16 дней назад

    Aww Desi you’re so brave ❤️🙏🏼Espero y Diosito te bendiga con un bebe muy pronto ❤️🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • Alma Valdivia
    Alma Valdivia 17 дней назад


  • Jackie Meza
    Jackie Meza 17 дней назад

    i love you desi!

  • msjsasas82
    msjsasas82 18 дней назад


  • Varun Rajput
    Varun Rajput 21 день назад


  • Erie Del Blanco
    Erie Del Blanco 24 дня назад

    I’m sobbing 😭

  • 廖珮汝
    廖珮汝 25 дней назад

    Me and my husband have been struggling with infertility for almost three years. There must be some lessons that God wants us to learn till the moment we learn them all. Don’t give up.

  • Yanti Hall
    Yanti Hall 26 дней назад

    You will get pregnant....... My friends (2 of them aged 50 and 52 and they both were going through a meneapouse at that time) got pregnant, NATURALLY!!!! 😳😳😳 My advice is..... Once you find out that you are pregnant, keep it to yourself till after 12 weeks old, you can then announce it to everybody including your family. I was like you before, infact, we've lost twice.... I was suffered with severe depression and I can understand how you feel. I took folic acid and pregnancy pills (which I bought from the pharmaceutical), and after 2 months taken them....I finally got pregnant! And I was 40 at that time..... We both have a son... Will pray for your happiness always. Be strong and stay positive!!! 💪

  • yoquinnquinn
    yoquinnquinn 27 дней назад


  • Boston Mom
    Boston Mom Месяц назад

    I also struggled to get pregnant. Turns out I didn't ovulate. Doctor prescribed Clomid. Got pregnant the first month on it. Then for my second child, I took it for two months and got pregnant.
    It WILL happen for you!!!!! XOXO

  • All Things Rami
    All Things Rami Месяц назад

    Overcoming such adversity only shows the courage you have from within. You are one of the few people I watch. My situation is different, I'm a widow but since I watched this, i felt encouraged to finally come out of my shell and start my youtube channel. I really hope one day I am brave enough to share our love story and tragedy. But for now I just create content that keeps me busy and is fun! Thank you for sharing your struggles because there are not enough real people out there and before starting my own channel that was one thing I based it on. Keeping it real! No fluff! I hope oneday my channel grows to inspire people as has yours!
    Thank you for being you and keeping it 100.

  • moureen wanjiku
    moureen wanjiku Месяц назад

    Praying for you lovely lady awwww this is so heart breaking sowwiiieeee 😩😩

  • Jazzy J
    Jazzy J Месяц назад +1

    Dammit fucked my makeup up before i was done with it

  • Jazzy J
    Jazzy J Месяц назад

    You 2 are amazing together ❤

  • Pam Friar
    Pam Friar Месяц назад

    Thank you for sharing such a private & hurtful part of your life I experienced the same many years ago so I seriously understand just give it to God

  • Melissa Alanskas
    Melissa Alanskas Месяц назад

    God bless you!

  • Adrianna Dawn
    Adrianna Dawn Месяц назад

    I remember watching this video the day it came out. I cried because I felt & seen the pain in your face. Here I am months later understanding your pain & crying because I am also living your pain to an extent. I pray for you & your husband. Thank you for sharing this, it truly does help us women who are also struggling..

  • tiffany dollarhyde
    tiffany dollarhyde Месяц назад

    You are SO brave! God has plans for you and he will always guide you and give you a path. He has bigger plans for you. Prayers for you and Steven. You guys are going to make wonderful parents. God bless you!

  • BettyBlu
    BettyBlu Месяц назад

    Love you Desi. Your brave and beautiful, inside and out. What is meant to be, will be. You'll have a family and be a great Mom...no matter how it happens. I wish you so much happiness. xo

  • Elizabeth Blanford
    Elizabeth Blanford Месяц назад +1

    The book "Life Changing Foods" by Anthony Williams has a section on infertility and foods to get pregnant and having a healthy pregnancy

    • Henok Tesfom
      Henok Tesfom Месяц назад

      Nope he is not a medical professional

  • Angel Franks
    Angel Franks Месяц назад +1

    Dear Lord Jesus Christ I am coming to you oh Lord and I’m asking you to let Desi Perkins to be able to give birth to a child and get to knew what the true meaning what true love really is when she holds her on child in her on arms and her and her husband get that beautiful gift from you dear Lord you said that if I come to you in your name my Farther Lord Jesus Christ that you will bless them with a beautiful baby one of the other or both a boy and a girl babies and I say this again in your name my Farther Lord Jesus Christ amen 🙏.

  • Angel Franks
    Angel Franks Месяц назад

    Desi you are not by your self I also lost a baby a very long time ago and I didn’t even know that I was going to have a baby I was in a drug rehab and one day they had me to help take off a tiller off of a truck and after that I started bleeding so very very bad and they had the nerve to tell me that god would take care of it they didn’t even take me to the Hospital to have a DNC done and they didn’t take me they just made me lay in bed and I would have blood from my chin and to my feet I was was covered in blood I cried so much it was so very very hard and after that for a very very long time I thought that I could not have a baby but in 1996 I had my first baby girl and when I saw her I melt I cried of happiness. So I know how you are feeling. I wish you the best I hope one day that you get to have a baby to feel that hole in your heart that you have.

  • Jeane Alinea
    Jeane Alinea Месяц назад

    i love you

  • Kasey Hall
    Kasey Hall Месяц назад

    I'm so sorry everything will be ok 🤗

  • Meshia Lattimore
    Meshia Lattimore Месяц назад

    god bless you and your family.. surrogacy is an option. usually women get pregnant after that..once they stop thinking about it..

  • Preet Wirring
    Preet Wirring Месяц назад

    This is my first time ever commenting on bloggers or celebrities video (it’s your wish desi what you want to call it either blogger or influencer or celebrity, you are all to me tbh♥️♥️) this video just came from your heart♥️, those tears you were wiping off but in some other situations i have done its same ♥️. Those tears were from core of your heart and I could feel that. I hope desi you get all you want and be mother of a beautiful baby you ever dreamt off♥️. I know you won’t even see the message but always love and blessings for you my beautiful love ♥️♥️♥️♥️. You are someone I can relate too and I don’t know why! Love you always ♥️. I hope you wake upto this coz you deserve this ♥️😂🙏🏻

  • Sentea Maria Ramona
    Sentea Maria Ramona Месяц назад

    God blees you!

  • Shanon Rodgers
    Shanon Rodgers Месяц назад

    This is one of the most awful pain you can feel. I am so so sorry you have to go through this on your journey to mother hood. This just brought me back to my 6 years of infertility and all the heart break I felt during that time the soul crushing pain a negative test brought every month. My prayers are with you. From the ashes comes beauty.

  • Chuyen Pham
    Chuyen Pham Месяц назад +1

    💔 Thank you for being brave, transparent & inspirational. Most of us look at Steven & Desi as a perfect couple, perfect life, perfect house; Desi has perfect skin, hair, body, etc.. Some just assumed that their life is easier than us. Desi’s honesty in her vulnerable stories truly made me admired how strong & beautiful she is inside out - and it reminded us to be kind to one another - never judging anyone else bc you haven’t known their life stories yet.. The strength that you carry to live your best life , running your RUclip & makeup business; survived and striving through everything with your husband is definitely worth sharing to your fans! Thank you again! You inspired us, Desi! ❤️ Stay strong 🌟

  • CompleteBeautyTreat
    CompleteBeautyTreat Месяц назад

    I heard this theory from a Romanian pop artist that whenever she would want to get pregnant she would go on a long vacation somewhere relaxing and it would happen for her... maybe get away from everything and everyone rent a hut in Mexico somewhere beautiful or air bnb in Hawaii get away for a month and I believed you will get pregnant ... your body needs to feel truly relax ... go there and have fun and be one with nature

  • Vanessa Alvarez
    Vanessa Alvarez Месяц назад

    I had a hard time getting pregnant for about 6-7 months. I ended up using the clear blue ovulation tests they sell at Walmart. You pee on a stick every day after your period and each day it tells you one of three things: not ovulating, fertile, or ovulating. I got pregnant using these tests. You should try them and see if/ when your ovulating!
    Good luck💫

  • Brandy Madison
    Brandy Madison Месяц назад

    I love you desi. I never have suffered a miscarriage but I have been trying for 5 years. I no everything ur feeling besides miscarrying and I am very sorry and I can’t imagine how heartbreaking that was. But moving on with fertility treatment has helped me. For me I have PCOS and I do not ovulated on my own. Idk if it will help with you but if fertility medicine/treatments/steps doesn’t work you will know more of where you are in this situation. Like just accepting for sure what is happening and what you can and can’t do. I know it’s scary and your afraid and I no how much it hurts and if I was by u I would just give u a big hug. And thank you for opening up this just made me take a deep breath of relief knowing someone is out there knowing exactly how it feels. You will b in my thoughts girl. 💙

  • Samantha Beatty
    Samantha Beatty Месяц назад

    Start taking a tbsp of black seed oil everyday!! Changes lives !!

  • Rashida Duncan
    Rashida Duncan Месяц назад

    Have you started trying again? I can totally relate after going through a loss 4 times. It's tough. Hang in there. God knows your heart and will answer your prayers.

  • DiiView
    DiiView Месяц назад

    I love you so much Desi. I pray your dream comes true ❤️ & you are not alone we do feel you

  • Amal X
    Amal X Месяц назад

    You're soooo strong for sharing this Desi, you have no idea how much respect I have for you after watching this. Have faith that God has a greater plan for you and everything happens for a reason. When it's your time it's your time and it is predestined

  • Jen Morris
    Jen Morris Месяц назад

    I didn’t see this video at the time but Desi you are an amazing woman! You will have a family and you will be the most amazing Mom one day!! All of these tears and hardships will be worth it x

  • Romy Noack
    Romy Noack Месяц назад

    NEVER give up. Believe in and it will be happen one day. your such a wonderful lovely person, one day you get what you want, for sure. many kisses and hugs 2u

  • Leonore Del Valle
    Leonore Del Valle Месяц назад

    Good luck mama, i hope everything turns out well for the both of you! Keep your head up, it will happen.

  • becky jones
    becky jones Месяц назад

    You are very brave and vulnerable right now. Keep Hope alive. I went through so much pain and so many treatments for years before giving birth finally 2 weeks before my 45th birthday. I lost his twin, but my boy is now a beautiful 6 year old angel. This will happen to you. Prayers to you.

  • breezybb
    breezybb Месяц назад

    Can you please do a follow up to this video? I am kind of going through the same thing at the moment and would love to hear how this is turning out for you.

  • V V.
    V V. Месяц назад

    Don’t buy into the online RUclip audience “pseudo love”. We don’t know you like that. We like your videos because it feeds our vanity- it gives us tools to be more vain and more superficial in the name of “beauty” - and in turn it feeds your need for acceptance, relativity and human approval. (God how wretched we are!) shut this world out and find true life and perhaps you will become a mother ready to show your child that life isn’t ...this!

  • Lupita Bee
    Lupita Bee 2 месяца назад +1

    It breaks my heart hearing this. No one should ever experience a miscarriage. I pray you get blessed with a child one day❤️ Even Miracles take a little time.

  • Tiffany Thornton
    Tiffany Thornton 2 месяца назад

    OMG, Desi! You are so BRAVE. You are so Courageous! You are helping so many people. Keep praying, Desi. And did you know Gabrielle Union and Dwane Wade had trouble getting pregnant and they recently had a baby? Keep the hope alive. Read Gabrielle's book, "We need more wine." She talks about her journey to having a baby. Your not alone. Keep your head up!!!

  • Medicine and Mascara
    Medicine and Mascara 2 месяца назад +1

    I know you probably won’t see this, but I feel your struggle. I have been there and know how hard it is. You are not alone, I am praying for you 💛 it will happen!

  • Karina Van der Woodsen
    Karina Van der Woodsen 2 месяца назад

    She kinda reminds me of Jennifer Lopez , both strong and beautiful women who build their own emipres! 😍🙌🏻🔥

  • Miljana Lakovic
    Miljana Lakovic 2 месяца назад +1

    You are such a nice person. I wish you all the best in life, thank you, you stopped my circle of opssesive thinking about this subject, like I think that every women one day become you in this, for everything you want, it doesnt matter if its baby, or health or whatever. I hope that you are in a new place right now in your mind. Thank you, if it means something to you, this was very healing for me. ♥️

  • Sofia Isaksson
    Sofia Isaksson 2 месяца назад

    Thank you for sharing. Sending prayers.

  • Joy Desi
    Joy Desi 2 месяца назад

    My mother had 7 miscarriages until she had me, at 42. That’s why she named me Joy. Desi I’m so sorry that you’re going through this. You have no idea how much my heart hurts for you and Steven. Keep praying and keep trying, god has his way with life. Your baby will come to you when the time is right, not saying you’ll have a child at 42 but I think you get what I’m saying. I love you desi. So so much.

  • April Little
    April Little 2 месяца назад

    Bless your sweet heart. It's the hardest thing in the world. The wanting can become painful. The disappointment overwhelming. Faith and hope can become so hard to maintain - even they can become painful. Sometimes you have to just let others carry you, have the faith for a while while you rest. If you want a family, God will make a way. It may not be the timing or the way you think. His plan is often not your plan. As long as your heart is open and ready, children will enter in. ❤ Prayers for your peace until your time comes.

  • Laura Pendleton
    Laura Pendleton 2 месяца назад

    Honey, I know it's hard, I've been there I know this was 6 months so I hope you're already on the path. Don't waste any more time. Get every test you need, they will get you pregnant. If your doctor says you don't need a certain test, find a new doctor. I'll pray for you.

  • Payre Shaikh
    Payre Shaikh 2 месяца назад


  • Elana Wildstein
    Elana Wildstein 2 месяца назад

    this is amazing. you are amazing. this is what resilience is

  • Meme Queen
    Meme Queen 2 месяца назад +1

    I’m in bed now because i just had a miscarriage at 11 weeks . I’m in so much pain emotionally and physically and honestly i had to come back to see this . May god bless you with a baby Desi

    • RambleHome HaulOut
      RambleHome HaulOut 11 дней назад

      Praying for you now. Hope all is physically well and your days get easier 🙏💕💕💕💕

  • TaylorAmelia
    TaylorAmelia 2 месяца назад

    Omg bawling. Took me 9 yrs to get pregnant with my boy who's now my best friend. He's almost 7 months old now. It can take a looooong time but pls don't be discouraged ❤️ ILY. You deserve to have a magic baby too

  • Marisa P
    Marisa P 2 месяца назад

    I’m a rainbow baby after 5 years Desi ! My mom has me at 35 it will happen don’t stress about it ! I just got diagnosed with endo and I feel the same way you so bc I don’t know if I can have kids and I’m already 27 and doctors and my family are pressuring me. But I am taking it day by day and leave it in God’s hands. You are amazing and thank you for this it’s amazing what our body’s go through as women. You will get through this !

  • Zoe Goodman
    Zoe Goodman 2 месяца назад

    The both of you are in my thoughts. I’m hoping that it happens when the time is right and that the whole journey is a healthy and positive one for you and your family going forward. Xx Zoe

  • Ecem
    Ecem 2 месяца назад

    My mom and dad tried for 8 years, never give up!

  • charleefr
    charleefr 2 месяца назад

    *When you relate too much to find the words to comment...* 😓

  • taylor watson
    taylor watson 2 месяца назад

    I feel maybe the struggle was to eventually make this video and help others and now that it’s out I really feel like you might get your wish ❤️❤️❤️ the most amazing thing we can do is help each other and support even if it’s not a pregnancy issue everyone has there own struggles in some way that can really effect them. Love you desi thank you for this 🙏🏼

  • Eva Agelopoulos
    Eva Agelopoulos 2 месяца назад +2

    Thank you, Desi. I needed this right now. ❤️

  • Elizabeth Perez
    Elizabeth Perez 2 месяца назад

    Thank you so much for sharing your story, Desi. I just lost my baby girl at 29 weeks of pregnancy and I am completely devastated. I have no words for what I have had to experience in addition to the the delivery and postpartum care. It’s stories like yours that make me feel like I’m not alone and that there are so many people going through similar experiences that are able and willing to support each other. Many people suffer in silence and it’s so unfair. We need to continue sharing our stories in order to help each other get through these difficult moments. Again, thank you so much for using your platform to help others. It has helped me.

  • butterfly6199
    butterfly6199 2 месяца назад

    I am sorry for what happened to you Desi, I truly do understand and feel your pain. I have a son, but I had 9 miscarriages throughout the years after I had my son who is now 19 years old. I think it is something you will never ever get over it because I am still sad and left without closure since my last miscarriage 5 years ago. I know we don't want to hear it, but things DO happen for a reason, just trust God and pray a lot. Good luck to you and your husband.... :(

  • Sumieh Abidali
    Sumieh Abidali 2 месяца назад

    So brave of you to share this. It is very comforting for those who have the same struggle to see that even successful women like yourself can have this struggle. It will happen for you!

  • Mia B
    Mia B 2 месяца назад

    The universe is in your side Desi 🤞

  • Daniela Anguiano
    Daniela Anguiano 2 месяца назад +1

    Sending you so much love and hope beautiful ❤️❤️

  • I M A QYN
    I M A QYN 2 месяца назад

    Cosmetics, especially lipsticks have a lot of lead which causes infertility and overall toxicity in the body. That is probably the cause.

  • Vaishnavi Singh
    Vaishnavi Singh 2 месяца назад

    I wish Desi you see this comment...
    Just wanted to tell you that there is a Dr. from India... Her name is Dr. Shalini... She made a medicine which made around a 60 women conceive and all of those were successful...
    She also sell it one amazon...
    If you are reading this comment please try to contact Dr. Shalini on instagram... At least just try once...
    I really really wish you could see this... Or else I can only wish that may god bless you with an angel baby 😢

  • Stephanie A Morales
    Stephanie A Morales 2 месяца назад

    That sucks because you and your husband would be incredible parents since you two love each other so much that chid would be extremely happy and loved, while there’s many children floating around without a care in the world from their parents

  • muafaith_
    muafaith_ 2 месяца назад

    bless your heart. i wish you and steven the best of luck, both of you will make amazing parents. let go and let God

  • Jojo Swindells
    Jojo Swindells 2 месяца назад +1

    My heart aches for your pain you been through. Sending so much love ❤️❤️ xx

  • Carolina Dwyer
    Carolina Dwyer 2 месяца назад

    I know this won’t make you feel better. I tried for 3 years had 3 miscarriages. I know the feeling and is so hard and lonely and depressing. We went to see a specialist and we were both healthy and good. So keeping the story short. I have two beautiful healthy girls now and I can’t explain why this whole thing happened to us but everything happens for a reason. Don’t loose hope. Thinking of you ❤️

  • Sandy-Olivas Martinez
    Sandy-Olivas Martinez 2 месяца назад

    Pray to St. Gerard Mejella.

  • Diyana H
    Diyana H 2 месяца назад

    You are so strong for even posting this 😭 this broke my heart. Im actually crying right now. I pray it happens for you & Steven real soon. Please dear Lord 🙏❤️

  • nessasmiles
    nessasmiles 2 месяца назад

    Only 3 minutes in and my heart is absolutely breaking for you. I can’t imagine what what it’s like and pray that it happens for you ❤️❤️

  • Aman Kaur
    Aman Kaur 2 месяца назад

    All the power in the world to you! You shared this VERY personal experience and wishing you all the best. Sending you the best vibes and stay strong through your journey!

  • Kiyanna Beauty
    Kiyanna Beauty 2 месяца назад

    Desi, you’re so gorgeous inside and out 💕