I'm Coming Out.

  • Published on Jan 13, 2020
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  • NikkieTutorials
    NikkieTutorials  14 days ago +246103

    *I love you all so much* 🥺🌈💖

    • Boujee Beauty
      Boujee Beauty Day ago

      Love u back

    • Sham Ml
      Sham Ml 4 days ago

      We love you more 💙 & so proud of you 💛🌈

      NAMKHING GINGERJUICE 8 days ago +1

      Love U Sis💜💙💚💛❤

    • ponseliana melianvi
      ponseliana melianvi 9 days ago

      I love u ♥♥♥

    • PacisEritVobiscum
      PacisEritVobiscum 12 days ago +9

      Still messed up of you to not be upfront about your biological sex with your fiance. It is dishonest and no amount of excuses can justify it.

  • I'm that Bitch
    I'm that Bitch 5 hours ago

    I'm so glad I'm crying much love ❤

  • Lexi Raven
    Lexi Raven 5 hours ago +1

    Only just found out about your channel. I haven't seen many videos but even so I'm proud of you! Its not easy too come out. Well done! 💕

  • Kimberly Galindo
    Kimberly Galindo 5 hours ago

    i always could tell by her voice.. i didn't know it was a secret

  • Lauren Speir
    Lauren Speir 6 hours ago

    omggg!! i am so proud of u honey!! u are so brave and beautiful!!!

  • Paridhi Upadhyay
    Paridhi Upadhyay 6 hours ago

    I saw your interview on ellen and i instantly search for the video dude there are so many things people hide so if you hide something its fine you are so strong and beautiful you don’t need anyone in life only few people who cares and loves you thats more then enough you are the same beauty that u were earlier and you will always be so hell yeah rock this decade too with your amazing creativity and grow babe. Love from india🇮🇳

  • Toast Noblet
    Toast Noblet 6 hours ago

    i think this video just makes me love you more. you are beautiful.

  • Lacerta Mantra
    Lacerta Mantra 6 hours ago

    Goosebumps girl

  • Rubisy Kesnile
    Rubisy Kesnile 6 hours ago


  • Momma Bee A
    Momma Bee A 6 hours ago


  • Nihilism Is the Only Way

    I'm not sure but couldn't there be a way to turn this blackmailing person over to the authorities? isn't this exploiting and illegal?
    especially because nikki is a celebrity? this just feels so wrong that a person would think this was ok. we need to set precedent so this doesn't happen to other people we care about in the spotlight.

  • Ruthie Babie
    Ruthie Babie 6 hours ago

    This is so beautiful love. I love you. Mua xxx

    JOSE T. GARCIA 6 hours ago

    So this is a dude??? Lordy lordy

    • Capti CS:GO
      Capti CS:GO 6 hours ago

      She's a dude who identifys as a women

    • Fuzzy Blitzball
      Fuzzy Blitzball 6 hours ago

      Hi! she’s a woman. Sorry for any confusion
      If I’m guessing as to why you are confused, it’s probably the common problem of confusing sex (physical, unimportant) and gender (mental, important). She is mentally female, making her a woman
      I’d suggest googling things like “trans explained” to see the modern medical professionals’ view on trans issues

  • Larissa Meister
    Larissa Meister 6 hours ago

    I love you and I'm so proud of you!

  • Weird Person on the internet

    SUP I'm trans and pan
    Edit: 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈
    I'm FtM so I'm he/him and I have mild dysphoria it's nice but yay Nikki we all love u

  • Kiera Niska
    Kiera Niska 7 hours ago

    Seeing Nikkie come out like this and being so brave made me almost cry. You are so strong girl and we will all always be here to support you ❤️

  • Nur Ayubi
    Nur Ayubi 7 hours ago

    Well said!!! Feel proud of who you are and all your accomplishments. ❤️

  • Allie Schwab
    Allie Schwab 7 hours ago

    I felt this, I'm not Trans but it related to alot. Nikkie keep being Nikkie, I love this video and you, you're beautiful,strong,loved and amazing!

  • heidi gerloff
    heidi gerloff 7 hours ago

    Girl, you are an inspiration! 💜

  • Lix
    Lix 7 hours ago

    Vrouw! ❤️

  • Rouse Grettel
    Rouse Grettel 7 hours ago

    When you will make a new video I'm waiting for watching your new make up God bless you 😇🙏

  • izzy
    izzy 7 hours ago

    good 4 u girly

  • Fast Internet
    Fast Internet 7 hours ago

    That's a dude

  • Jessica 🐟🐠🐡🦀

    I can't believe this is still on trending after two weeks! 😆

  • •Waifoee •
    •Waifoee • 7 hours ago

    Trisha paytas needs to take notes.

  • A mandala
    A mandala 8 hours ago

    This is as beautiful as she is 💖 Motherfuffin Vrouw!!! 🥰

  • Sepideh Bayat
    Sepideh Bayat 8 hours ago

    What a powerful woman 👏👏👏

  • Portia Curry
    Portia Curry 8 hours ago


    KENNY RODRÍGUEZ 8 hours ago

    I'm suport for you, you' re very strong Ily ❤

  • astridverastegui
    astridverastegui 8 hours ago

    I always want to understand why people act the way they do, what motivates or moves them to behave or think in certain ways. I may not always follow the same philosophy, but I want to listen to and understand other people because there is too little tolerance and too much judgement and self-righteousness in this world. My cousin is accused by my family of being gay. He hasn’t come out, so it’s just my family assuming and judging him because he doesn’t act like their idea of “a real man”. I want to talk to him, to know what is in his heart, and I hope he’ll trust me enough as you’ve had people you could trust in. He’s my cousin and my family and I love him.
    Imagine two groups of people. You’re in group 1. What do you do when you feel like you can’t fit in with group 1, and the second bunch of people mocks you, thinks your group is nothing but freaks and doesn’t accept you? You end up alone, like me. There are things about myself I’m terrified of sharing with others, of trying to have a friendship or relationship, because I don’t know how their behavior towards me will change. It’s easy to say, “if they reject you, then you’re better off and you should be proud to be different or to be part of something others hate.” But to actually go through the process of meeting people, and finally opening yourself to them when you think it’s safe, only to get rejected, is enough to make me just stay home and read and not bother with any of it anymore. If you have had persons who love you and support you then it’s another type of road than if you had been facing it all on your own. x

  • Neelu Mahadur
    Neelu Mahadur 8 hours ago

    Love you NIkkie for who you are for what you do.

  • Chianti Harkins
    Chianti Harkins 8 hours ago

    Saw you on Ellen. You are an amazing woman. ❤❤❤

  • irene santacruz
    irene santacruz 8 hours ago

    I love this woman you are fucking strong and brave 🙏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

  • Rebecca Gallant
    Rebecca Gallant 8 hours ago

    we love you.

  • BillionDollarBree
    BillionDollarBree 8 hours ago

    We love you ❤️❤️

  • Moe Moe Naing
    Moe Moe Naing 8 hours ago

    Love you, Nikkie

  • awsumcheez
    awsumcheez 8 hours ago

    Love you so much!

  • Danielle R
    Danielle R 8 hours ago


  • Shazy Bean
    Shazy Bean 8 hours ago +1

    I love you WOMAN ! You were born a woman and you should be so unbelievably proud of yourself.Sharon x (Northern Territory, Australia)

  • Ken Ken
    Ken Ken 8 hours ago

    I just discovered, Nikkie’s a badass

  • swaggod legend
    swaggod legend 8 hours ago

    Always knew that she was a boy.

    • Fuzzy Blitzball
      Fuzzy Blitzball 6 hours ago

      Lol how old are you? *even if* she was male, she’d be a man not a boy
      She *is* a woman, and your use of the word boy rather than man makes me think you are probably young and need to research this more
      Username too tho I’m not one to talk 😆
      Have a nice day

    • Alex Sandy
      Alex Sandy 8 hours ago +2

      swaggod legend but she’s a girl...

  • G_r_a_c_e the Queen Ivanova

    You very strong 💪

  • de Vivre Jones
    de Vivre Jones 9 hours ago

    I am disappointed and resentful of being deceived for some years now.. I can only how the boyfriend feels.

    • Alex Sandy
      Alex Sandy 8 hours ago +2

      de Vivre Jones you haven’t been deceived. Nikkie is a girl. Her boyfriend would obviously know because he’s an important member of her life, and she would feel comfortable telling him. She clearly wasn’t comfortable telling millions of people and that’s okay.

  • Dawn Moore
    Dawn Moore 9 hours ago

    You are a beautiful person! ❤️

  • K
    K 9 hours ago

    We love you Nikkie ❤️❤️❤️

  • jesshernandez12
    jesshernandez12 9 hours ago

    Sending you all my love! 🥰

  • pili12345678910
    pili12345678910 9 hours ago +1

    Maybe this is off topic but you look like Dove Cameron

  • Heidi MJ
    Heidi MJ 9 hours ago +1

    You are AWESOME!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • Everleigh Rose
    Everleigh Rose 9 hours ago

    You were part of the reason i decided to follow my journey in beauty and coming out !!! Before you even came out online yourself. This is so heartwarming❤ you've also inspired me to try and put myself out on youtube!! Thanks so much nikkie. I love you❤

  • Kristin G
    Kristin G 9 hours ago +1

    I think you are very brave. I didn't know a lot about trans, but this makes me have compassion for people who are struggling.

    • Keon31415
      Keon31415 9 hours ago

      Your compassion is really good it's something we really need in this world!! I just wanted to put it out there that if you do have any questions about trans people or anything related, I'm happy to answer, or try and find people who can answer for you if I don't know. But like mostly, thank you for being compassionate and understanding its really wonderful to see people like you bringing a light to the world!

    • vbddfy euuyt
      vbddfy euuyt 9 hours ago

      kan)leren kennen via de Halloween make up en vind dat zo gaaf! Wauw! Maar ik dwaal af. Sorry. Ga zo door! 💋♥️

  • ChicAmazingMuse
    ChicAmazingMuse 10 hours ago

    Balek baleeeeeeeeek balek ouuuuuuuuuiiiiiiillllles

  • Maria  Alvarez
    Maria Alvarez 10 hours ago


    • vbddfy euuyt
      vbddfy euuyt 9 hours ago

      Ik hou niet van make up. Ik raak er van in paniek als het op me zit en ga huilen. Maar ik vind jou een geweldig persoon. Hier voor al en nu nog steeds. Ik heb jou (zover dat

  • Tish Cannatella
    Tish Cannatella 10 hours ago

    I am vrouw . Powerful & strong . Thank you nikki

  • Loredana Gros
    Loredana Gros 10 hours ago

    Nikkie, you are amazing. I can’t understand how hard this must have been for you to share. But know this, for who truly loves you nothing will ever change. And damn, how beautiful you are. Your experience will really help those that were afraid to go through the transition. You go girl!

  • Flavia Lossio
    Flavia Lossio 10 hours ago

    We truly love u Nikkie 💜♥️🌈

  • Neon Ducky
    Neon Ducky 10 hours ago

    I have loved you for so many years but hun...I knew after your 5th video. I’m so happy that you have finally gotten that confidence to come out! You are so strong and beautiful both inside and out. ❤️

  • Cynthia L
    Cynthia L 10 hours ago

    I always loved your videos. You're so funny and down to earth. I'm SO sorry this was forced on you but now you can be you! You're beautiful 💜 keep being your true self and we will keep watching 💜💜

  • Victoria Clingan
    Victoria Clingan 10 hours ago +1

    You're an amazing person and no matter what I will always love you for being you you're own person

  • Ty Curry
    Ty Curry 10 hours ago

    Ok....so I know your talking about something important but B**** your makeup 💄 look good girl..that beat is everything. Can you please do a tutorial on this gorgeous face.... by the way we still love so F**k the haters

  • minmb82
    minmb82 10 hours ago +1

    No one cares, Next!